Who Am I?
I was created by God and saved by His sacrifice on the cross. I was called to Singapore to take care of my family and make the most out of my education there. I was to be a mess and a wreck and yet God changed my life. It was His Grace not because I was good or any good deed I did but by His Grace.
I'm still a mess. I made a bad choice with a friendship. I still have a hard time trying to focus on studying. I'm inconsistent in being fit or even prepared for tests. I can forget friends i don't talk to for a long time. Yet, God has been good. By His Grace, Here I am. He makes me work. He reminds me who's important. He reminds me who's in charge and He reminds me who's in need. WHo Am I?God knows me and that's who I am, His.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
A dedication for Valentine's Day
Family
Dad- took care of us taught me everything about work and family
Mom- took care of us and taught me about love and friendships
Sisters (Sydney and Sara)- I still have to take care of you two
Cousins(Dad and Mom side and whoever is related to me by Blood, took me years to find you!)- everything else you need to have with a reunion
AMa- Family is important I wont' forget that
Uncles and AUnts- caring and helpful
Friendships
Natasha- for being such a good friend when I was in Junior College and helped to get to know some wonderful people such as Tina, Jolyn, Jia Xin, Jamie, Al, and well can't remember them all but thanks for inviting me to your BBQ.
Daniel Ng and Daniel Low - For having a heart of a brother, to care and help out and teach bit by bit.
Ravi- someone I can look up to ( literally) but mostly for being a good brother
Footprints- for taking me in
Blink and Allan- Helping me out in my first year in SG
D-Team- Look forward to working with you more
John Lin- for helping me discover a different side of Bible study.
Jolyn- For helping me find a nice CD store, a Junior College which was worth two months, and a friendship that taught me about relationships.
Sock Kian- for helping find a use for what I do best, taking care and teaching my younger sister.
Eunice, Mei Ling, Sheryl, Choomin, Psychology students, Joshua Simon, Melody, Caleb, Chelmin, Mass Communication students- helped me see the world in a different view and learn how to treat people right and how helpful friends can be; Caleb for being a great leader and brother; Joshua Simon and Daniel Koh for just bringing in some energy during X.
Ariana and Wendy- The most energetic duo I've ever met
Sharon (Campus Crusade) - for introducing me to good bunch of young Christians such as Moses and counselling me about some stuff I needed to know
Winnie (Campus Crusade)- Encouraging me in helping other people
Ron(Campus Crusade)- For having me on the team
Renee- For just being a good friend and encouraging me a few times down the road
Taby- For helping me settle some things and a truthful friend
Constance, Hannah, Michelle, Sarah Wong and any ECH student- for helping me decide to stay in the Children's ministry and to those who are SM's for taking care of your DG
Seth, Kenneth, Willis, Titus- for volunteering yourselves in camp, for being good brothers in Christ.
Seth- a true servant who I can fool around but also just talk to about a lot of stuff
Titus- giving me some chinese music in my I-Pod and being a good bro in Christ
Kenneth and your brother Terence- thanks for memories in BPSS and just being good friends
Willis- Worship man
Joel, Fred, Joshua, Daniel Liu- For being a really fun and brotherly bunch
Jophillien- a good friend to talk to and told me about worship
Jonathan Hwa- giving me tips on rock climbing and helping me fit into the group
Weege, Naufal, Shaun, Jason, Afis, Aleen, Celine, Janice, Juer, Rastus, Rasmus, Lyon ,Wei liong( Sorry if spelling is wrong), Sue Ann and Rock Climbing club- for just being a fun bunch to be around and helping me grow as a climber.
Krystabelle- for keeping in touch during those times I was in SG and in the philippines
Her batch and Classmates- thanks for all the caring messages and friends
"A Lifetime is not too long to live as......"
Tiffany Shui ngo- For being such a wonderful friend and showing me true frienship and even keeping in contact after indonesia
BPSS 4E4 and Band- for helping me find my place around school during first year in SG.
Benjamin Toh- Helping me fix some computer problems and helping me out in band
Azhar- Bro , why do you think your here? hahahah.... Thanks for being a good friend up to now
Kai Ling, Kai TIng, Fang yu- teaching me music and letting me make some tough choices
Kimberly Li, Ryan, and other filipino students in SG- Pinoy diba? kasama kayo! Mabuhay!
CHino and Jenina- you don't know each other but I think we're the only filipinos in school so far as I know....thanks for basketball and friendship
PJC s0722- thanks for a great time in JC.
PJC, NP, BPSS, GCHS(philippines) teachers and cousellors- guidance through education
Biomedical Engineering Year 1 Students Class H12- for being a good bunch to be around, I'm lucky to have good classmates like you guys. You all my friends.
Group mates and close friends- thanks for good teamwork and friendship
Suren- for just being a cool friend bro
Petrina- a caring friend
FOC GL's and Dagonet group mates- haven;t forgotten you guys, it'll be time to remember during FOC '07 and I;m wearing the shirt as I write this! Jocelyn, Kai, Marcus, Yining, Qian Hua, Jazreel, Bryan, Yat, Amy, Matt, Evan, Weege, Nina, Jerry, Rastus and so on.....
Sailing club- even if it was just a short while, thanks for having me.
I still have a long list, so I just thank everyone who's my friend today and whoever's on my friendster, facebook ,met, talked to, my phonebook, I'll remember you all. Whether I said good, caring, cool , energtic.....we're all the same. happy valentine's day yo.
Just love the people i my life
This post isn't enough for me to put all the names down, Memories and kept in the heart and they last more than a lifetime for us to enjoy and live life. Sorry, if I forget, but if you need anyhelp, give me a call and same to ya all.
Dad- took care of us taught me everything about work and family
Mom- took care of us and taught me about love and friendships
Sisters (Sydney and Sara)- I still have to take care of you two
Cousins(Dad and Mom side and whoever is related to me by Blood, took me years to find you!)- everything else you need to have with a reunion
AMa- Family is important I wont' forget that
Uncles and AUnts- caring and helpful
Friendships
Natasha- for being such a good friend when I was in Junior College and helped to get to know some wonderful people such as Tina, Jolyn, Jia Xin, Jamie, Al, and well can't remember them all but thanks for inviting me to your BBQ.
Daniel Ng and Daniel Low - For having a heart of a brother, to care and help out and teach bit by bit.
Ravi- someone I can look up to ( literally) but mostly for being a good brother
Footprints- for taking me in
Blink and Allan- Helping me out in my first year in SG
D-Team- Look forward to working with you more
John Lin- for helping me discover a different side of Bible study.
Jolyn- For helping me find a nice CD store, a Junior College which was worth two months, and a friendship that taught me about relationships.
Sock Kian- for helping find a use for what I do best, taking care and teaching my younger sister.
Eunice, Mei Ling, Sheryl, Choomin, Psychology students, Joshua Simon, Melody, Caleb, Chelmin, Mass Communication students- helped me see the world in a different view and learn how to treat people right and how helpful friends can be; Caleb for being a great leader and brother; Joshua Simon and Daniel Koh for just bringing in some energy during X.
Ariana and Wendy- The most energetic duo I've ever met
Sharon (Campus Crusade) - for introducing me to good bunch of young Christians such as Moses and counselling me about some stuff I needed to know
Winnie (Campus Crusade)- Encouraging me in helping other people
Ron(Campus Crusade)- For having me on the team
Renee- For just being a good friend and encouraging me a few times down the road
Taby- For helping me settle some things and a truthful friend
Constance, Hannah, Michelle, Sarah Wong and any ECH student- for helping me decide to stay in the Children's ministry and to those who are SM's for taking care of your DG
Seth, Kenneth, Willis, Titus- for volunteering yourselves in camp, for being good brothers in Christ.
Seth- a true servant who I can fool around but also just talk to about a lot of stuff
Titus- giving me some chinese music in my I-Pod and being a good bro in Christ
Kenneth and your brother Terence- thanks for memories in BPSS and just being good friends
Willis- Worship man
Joel, Fred, Joshua, Daniel Liu- For being a really fun and brotherly bunch
Jophillien- a good friend to talk to and told me about worship
Jonathan Hwa- giving me tips on rock climbing and helping me fit into the group
Weege, Naufal, Shaun, Jason, Afis, Aleen, Celine, Janice, Juer, Rastus, Rasmus, Lyon ,Wei liong( Sorry if spelling is wrong), Sue Ann and Rock Climbing club- for just being a fun bunch to be around and helping me grow as a climber.
Krystabelle- for keeping in touch during those times I was in SG and in the philippines
Her batch and Classmates- thanks for all the caring messages and friends
"A Lifetime is not too long to live as......"
Tiffany Shui ngo- For being such a wonderful friend and showing me true frienship and even keeping in contact after indonesia
BPSS 4E4 and Band- for helping me find my place around school during first year in SG.
Benjamin Toh- Helping me fix some computer problems and helping me out in band
Azhar- Bro , why do you think your here? hahahah.... Thanks for being a good friend up to now
Kai Ling, Kai TIng, Fang yu- teaching me music and letting me make some tough choices
Kimberly Li, Ryan, and other filipino students in SG- Pinoy diba? kasama kayo! Mabuhay!
CHino and Jenina- you don't know each other but I think we're the only filipinos in school so far as I know....thanks for basketball and friendship
PJC s0722- thanks for a great time in JC.
PJC, NP, BPSS, GCHS(philippines) teachers and cousellors- guidance through education
Biomedical Engineering Year 1 Students Class H12- for being a good bunch to be around, I'm lucky to have good classmates like you guys. You all my friends.
Group mates and close friends- thanks for good teamwork and friendship
Suren- for just being a cool friend bro
Petrina- a caring friend
FOC GL's and Dagonet group mates- haven;t forgotten you guys, it'll be time to remember during FOC '07 and I;m wearing the shirt as I write this! Jocelyn, Kai, Marcus, Yining, Qian Hua, Jazreel, Bryan, Yat, Amy, Matt, Evan, Weege, Nina, Jerry, Rastus and so on.....
Sailing club- even if it was just a short while, thanks for having me.
I still have a long list, so I just thank everyone who's my friend today and whoever's on my friendster, facebook ,met, talked to, my phonebook, I'll remember you all. Whether I said good, caring, cool , energtic.....we're all the same. happy valentine's day yo.
Just love the people i my life
This post isn't enough for me to put all the names down, Memories and kept in the heart and they last more than a lifetime for us to enjoy and live life. Sorry, if I forget, but if you need anyhelp, give me a call and same to ya all.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Everyday is a battle
I was always told I couldn't fo it on my own. I was told that I would always be reliant on someone. Yet, I always had the desire to do it all on my own.
Yeah, I know. You need people. People need people. I won't argue with that. My style is just different. I'm never in the mood to ask for help but always in the mood to help out. It's kinda hard for me to ask for help on stuff that I know I can do on my own. Like math, I know I can do math right and make it look good and all but when I'm stuck I let it go and wait for the teacher to show so I can understand and remember it. I guess I do need help sometimes. It's part of being independent. It's part of who we are and what we do and when we ask help.
I admit, I made it though some times with help but when it's my burden and my problem, I'd like to keep it and deal with it alone. Oh I talk to God but when He talks back it's usually through the book I read. Sometimes it was from my friends, sometimes just other ways. It was hard. It was tough but I was growing up.
I'm trying to be independent now. Learning to solve my own problems, my own work, my own course. Sometimes i feel stuff is just between me and God. Sometimes I just share it with him and don't share it with nobody except people I know who can give me a tip bout it. It's the hard way but the road is blessed. My road ain;t perfect but it's been blessed.
I thank a lot of people for helping me out to learn. Your making me independent and my sucess is your sucess, But our sucess is God's and His alone. I was just his vessel his using. I know he loves me. I know he doesn't give up on me. Maturity, Independecy, and Workmanship. Things we need to learn as we Grow. Where you going now?
Yeah, I know. You need people. People need people. I won't argue with that. My style is just different. I'm never in the mood to ask for help but always in the mood to help out. It's kinda hard for me to ask for help on stuff that I know I can do on my own. Like math, I know I can do math right and make it look good and all but when I'm stuck I let it go and wait for the teacher to show so I can understand and remember it. I guess I do need help sometimes. It's part of being independent. It's part of who we are and what we do and when we ask help.
I admit, I made it though some times with help but when it's my burden and my problem, I'd like to keep it and deal with it alone. Oh I talk to God but when He talks back it's usually through the book I read. Sometimes it was from my friends, sometimes just other ways. It was hard. It was tough but I was growing up.
I'm trying to be independent now. Learning to solve my own problems, my own work, my own course. Sometimes i feel stuff is just between me and God. Sometimes I just share it with him and don't share it with nobody except people I know who can give me a tip bout it. It's the hard way but the road is blessed. My road ain;t perfect but it's been blessed.
I thank a lot of people for helping me out to learn. Your making me independent and my sucess is your sucess, But our sucess is God's and His alone. I was just his vessel his using. I know he loves me. I know he doesn't give up on me. Maturity, Independecy, and Workmanship. Things we need to learn as we Grow. Where you going now?
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