Christmas passed without me blogging. It meant I didn't have time to do so. I was really caught up in the moment. So this is what I wrote in my own little time on the plane back home......

"Everybody needs a home. On Christmas day, let’s look back on our memories good or bad. Christmas means that Jesus Christ came to earth born as a baby on one holy night. It’s also only a few days before the start of the new year. Maybe, God put it there intentionally for all of us to have something to love or appreciate each year. We may still have three months to pay the rent, another 3 months of school, another period of tests to come by, a thousands miles from family and friends, but what we’ll always have is a Christmas cheer and a reason to be thankful that we have a short one day where we don’t have to work and can sit and enjoy a home cooked meal. To me Christmas has always been about giving wherever I am, whether with family or friends I always wanna give people a reason to smile or be happy this year. It’s not easy to find something to smile at or be happy about but it’s always worth the while to make someone’s else day. When people say it’s the thought that counts, just look at a friend’s face when he or she gets a greeting or present for you. Our present may be cheap or something we didn’t want but the thing is that this person cares for you and wanted to let you know that your special this year.

Every Christmas it feels great to be able to have a simple party for all the workers at my dad’s factory, we have our toys and snacks for the kids and money and food for the parents. It just feels great that you could give something this Christmas. I can never forget the faces of orphans I visited a few Christmases ago when we went over and had a huge party for them. There five orphans who lived in the school while the rest lived on the streets. I saw some kids who even saved their food for thier parents. Some of us willingly gave up ours to give them something to eat too. It’s always a great to give.

I just wish that every Christmas we can make someone happy and that would make my day to make someone feels special. Look around you, it’s Christmas, something would be wrong if everybody didn’t do anything. Our family wants a little attention from us to just be with them. A few friends just want a little “hello” and “how are you?” to make their day. People don’t know it but they always want to be remembered on Christmas day. I remember every person I met this year and thank God and pray that I can make them smile by letting them know they’re remembered even if they don’t remember me I know my family and close friends remember me and that’s enough for a Christmas cheer. Merry Christmas everybody."

Yeah it's a little late but I've been gone so long I just thought well might as well post it.

It's never easy to win. Neither is it easy to ever end the year on a good note. You'll never know when your gonna have the time of your life, you'll never know when your gonna fall in love. You'll never know when your gonna fail, you'll never know when your gonna die ; but, you can still enjoy life as it goes by having the time of your life everyday even on a bad day, you know you can never give up on something you haven't given a chance to grow on you, you know that you can make someone happy through love , you know you have a family that loves you and cares for you, you know that your gonna die someday but God's gonna decide on that day and I leave it to him.

I'm happy where I am now. I wanna travel the world. Everytime I look at someone's else blog they say they wanna do this and that. I never did take a piece of paper and write it down.

1. Love God and my family and my friends

2.Travel around the world even if it's just a few days.

3.Get a job that make people happy even if they don't know me.

4.Make my dad and mom proud even if it's just seeing me graduate or get my diploma.

5.Reach high for a degree.

6.See my younger sisters become more successful than me.

7.Keep in touch with friends even after school's way over and when we begin our careers.

It's what I most want right now......not an I-pod, I -phone, a pair of shoes, a million dollars......just this.

My New Year's Resolution....get hungier.